Wednesday morning: I, U, S: I, You, Us

So, there we were again after lunch.

One suggestion: Let's walk over to the cottage and sit on the veranda in the sun. Nobody spoke, but everybody got up; took coats, picking up the tea and coffee and off we went.

The first theme was about Thomas and Lene's project: to make a video of this gathering (within their new project). A commercial was already voiced: "Don't remove the edge, move the edge!".

If we did not take the opportunity to share it with you, be aware, we have great fun, humour is fueling our tensions or ends them ! Being TOGETHER in laughs is also part of our experience.

Some people were a little worried if they could transmit the energy, the vibration, the subtility of our process before the camera. But from experience the relationship with the cameraman is providing for the connection. Even more: having to say things again, giving it words again is helpful in remembering it on a deeper level. Besides statements and short video's there will be a dialogue between G and B; maybe it is possible to catch the magic in the middle. In our gathering there is gold every 10th minute; and it is this gold, the essence that T wants to show to the world.

And we need to learn to become at ease with camera's, emails, websites etc. Besides 'the talking egg' we use, there is the video egg, the email egg ... and we are all invited to getting used to this technology, because it is a great ally in the work we are doing. And we don't need to be perfect!

This video project will in some way or another be linked with ENexus; all is still under construction.

Then it become too cold and we went inside the cottage.

Time for honouring:

The bigger field, some 7 or 8 people gathering in this same room, 11 months ago, leading to this gathering and here we are! And what will grow from here?

The lineages here together in the room: people who dedicated their life to work with body; from the heart etc. 

A kind of new treshold? Now the fear for each other, the fear for ourselves is at a manageable level. What is holding us back to move in a direction? We don't need to be perfect. 

SILENCE

There is so much power in the work we are doing here. Collective Intelligence in technology is working in Wikipedia and Linux. Collective Intelligence in a group is the flexibility of the minds.

Picking up on an idea of Jean Francois Noubel: a group that wants to release its collective intelligence needs an object link. For us an 'art object' = anything we want to create together that we cannot do alone.

What is the art object we want to create together?

What is our highest potential together?

What is the Higher Will that needs expression trough us?

What wants Collective Intelligence to know about itself?

What is the artful answer ot Collective Intelligence to thrive?

Nice, beautiful, juicy, inviting questions... but the process was more difficult ... a  kind of struggling with our next step ...

Again the feminine and the masculine: How can I be a tool? (feminine) What is the question - the goal - the purpose? (masculine)

The proposal to do a World Café popped up... to strenghten the connections ... to structure the process ... another voice wanted us to stay in the whole group: go together step by step.

SPEAKING AS THE MIDDLE

We entered a new phase: speaking as and in the middle.

"I want to be seen as what I am. I cannot have fears, but shall I be abondoned again; like so many times?

I need a voice; I need a number of voices. Start giving me a voice. I watch you; you open the space for me to speak, and then nothing! Speak for me in this world. I'm in you; I know what to do. Pay attention; give me room. I will provide the rest. I am Sofia, the body wisdom. I'm the skygod ... love and available.

SILENCE

And it went on

You have waken me up. I need something to eat. I'm hungry. How will you treat me?

I want you to communicate from this space, this energy to the world. It is sacred and mundane; All in One.

Without you I have no voice. We are connected. I need you. As we come to know each other, you will voice what we create together. It's only through you that I come alive. Not only are you my voices, but also you are my eyes, my senses and please: Stand up and tell me what are we seeing?

We stood up and told what we saw...

BREAK

Two different voices could be heard...

It is in me, it is in you and it is the same: Life is looking at itself. It is subtle and difficult to grasp. It wants to be seen and I want to be seen as a channel for life.

I feel alienated. I don't feel attracted .. to the middle or ... We are blocking evolution. Evolution wants differentiation and integratioin. From differentiation more integration can happen.

And then, from my perspective, we were lost .... people needed to rest, want a longer break ... others wanted to reflect... We stood in circle, gave hands, stood for some moments in silence and one spoke of gratitude for all of us hanging in ...