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Reflections from Moving the Edge

I am new to this blogging way of communication, but it is time to move that edge too.  I started once, and am not sure where it went.  What follows are my reflections as I journeyed from Aarhus to the US.  It was a time when a lot was still dropping in, so to speak.  And this process continues. I share this as a way to continue to energize the field, to hold ongoing conversation and share insights, to spart new insights, to enhance clarification, to continue to move the edge of conscious evolution.  Sorry for the length of this.  I suspect blogging is better in more precise nuggets. I hope others will share their thoughts as they too move with what continues to be known and revealed.

Reflections / Themes,  March 24, 2006, Moving the Edge

 

Tools, Training, Levels, Vibration, Resonance, the Impersonal

 

 

Tools
Social Practices
Language – intention, vibration, clarity, impulsing the process

 

Levels of tools and practices, human consciousness in the field, Who? Why? How?
Who?  A natural hierarchy, with all levels giving valuable contributions to the whole. It seemed our roles in the group might energize or hold the field for this work in these 3 ways. (starting with the closest to the material plane)

 

  • Those with interest, attracted, holding the outer edge of the field, place holders for the connection to the greater body of humanity. 
  • Representatives of the greater humanity.
  • Still holding a lot of emotional and ego stuff – helping the field to understand what is still releasing in the greater human body of consciousness.
  • Not yet ready to hold the vibration of the Middle. (may be able to touch it in a brief instants and then pull back)

 

  • Those ready to come into the field – may not have much experience with this, but vibrationally ready.
  • Personal no longer predominant
  • Can hold the personal (of self or others) from the place of the impersonal (a measure of Self is present)
  • Able to hold the vibration and listen to the Middle, to what wants to be explored or known.
  • Ready to experience, learn, practice, deepen.
  • Can give voice to the Middle, to the CircleBeing. 
  • Can emerge as future conveners and leaders

 

  • The luminaries, often the conveners
  • Still exploring the edge, will always be there
  • Vibrationally hold the whole, for a group field and the greater planetary field
  • Prod, provoke, guide, focus the attention of the circle to the Middle
  • Holding the learning edge of the greater planetary field for the emerging human collective consciousness
  • They invoke, and voice, the Wisdom of the Middle, and so hold the place of mentor and example
  • They are pointing to and embodying the evolutionary impulse itself.

 

All are essential for this new way of being, of knowing, to ground itself in human consciousness and to move into the greater collective body.

At all / each level the moving beyond the personal is essential and the edge of  conscious evolution.  There are layers upon layers.  All are stepping along and up the Spiral of evolution.  There is an ebb and flow of transcending and including on the individual level and within the greater body of human consciousness.  The interrelationship of personal and impersonal, as well as the responsibilities and interactions and integrations of leading and following, of learning and guiding, of the known and unknown, are part of consciousness knowing itself, of the evolutionary process.

 

 

The 3 - Top Down       the First – Spirit, the creative impulse, the evolutionary impulse
                                    The Second – Consciousness, the Middle
                                    The Third  - Matter, Intelligence in form

 

Spirit descending into matter, to know itself, to learn, to become aware, to evolve through consciousness itself.  The natural hierarchy and refinement of vibrational levels within the process of conscious evolution.

 

The power to discern, to sense, to know, to feel, to intuit, this very infinitesimally fine vibrational difference, this subtle and yet laser edge of evolution, the personal becoming impersonal, this is the discerning process of the individual consciousness becoming collective, of consciousness knowing and evolving itself through each of us along this trajectory path of evolution.

 

One step at a time, one layer at a time. One thin membrane of dissonance transforming into resonance and then again sensing dissonance to move again into a slightly finer and higher resonance.  It is a very subtle osmosis–type process, this conscious evolution.

 

And yet at times it leaps, seems to jump many levels, to spike up, and may then fall back again into some place of comfort, of stability, of relief, of integration.

 

Resistance – Deepening, touching the essence, even for a moment, in the moment, the spike in a sense, and then pulling back.  The Moving the Edge group in Aarhus seemed to experience this.  When essence was touched, when the voice of the Middle began to be heard, resistance moved in, in its many human forms.  The personal (feelings of fear, anger, frustration held somewhere in the group) pulled the whole away from the center.  The whole became splintered.  Once again fractals of its potential Self. And what the field can potentially hold and revealed becomes blurred, hidden, not yet revealed, having to wait again to be recognized.

 

Beyond the circles of the 3 – all very drawn to this new possibility of knowing – lies the greater social / organizational context.  The world out there, so to speak.  How to take this there?  What is its role and potential there?  Again we need tools, new awareness, collaborations, the talents and gifts held within the collective.  Maybe the greater context does not yet perceive an interest or a benefit, but the potential lies there as the next frontier.  It requires the courage, the will, the intention, the initiative to include wider and deeper and wider levels of human interaction.  It is within the human relationships, the conversations, the interactions, that consciousness becomes even more aware of itself, evolves and learns.  And here creative, innovative ideas emerge.

 

Emotions and disturbances held in the field.  What can they reveal to us?
Understanding Violation (one among many that came forward)
We have all violated and been violated.  As humans from many incarnations, we have participated in and hold the group karma of the human race.  The pain of this is held in the greater body of humankind, in the suffering and sacrifice of the animal kingdom, in the greater aura of the planetary consciousness and in the emotional field / plane where all sentient beings are working to transform and purify this energy.  As we learn to release our personal attachment to this supreme injustice of violation, as we understand it as the misuse and abuse and fear based energy that it is, we move beyond, we become more whole, we lift human consciousness out of this morass of pain and suffering.  We redeem and transform the field of all suffering, of all violation, of all abuse of power.  As we become more lighted, the light of consciousness lifts this to our awareness, so that it can be seen, transformed and let go.

 

March 25, 2006

 

More
The evolutionary impulse is urgently wanting to be known, to be recognized, to be experienced through us.  “We are the ones we have been waiting for” as voiced by R during our gathering.  And the evolutionary impulse speaks that now, in this moment.  It is alive.  It is doing everything it can to get our attention.  Don’t abandon me. Listen, sense, feel, know, and then tell.  Move with me, come into this vibration, resonate, electrify, be with me, in me.  Be my eyes, my body, my voice.  I am Life itself moving through you and all around you.  Now we can co-create, we can work together, our possibilities are without limit.  We have crossed the threshold. Look for me, notice when I am there.  I will call you, make myself known, now that you know me.  Find me in the silence, feel and sense my pulse in the chaos of human activity.  I emerge and evolve and manifest within all the noise and busyness and beauty of this organism we call humanity, this planet, this system of life, this human body of consciousness.  I am ever seeking even more aliveness.
Submitted by Judy Wallace on March 26, 2006 - 16:59.

First reaction

Submitted by Ria Baeck on March 26, 2006 - 21:24.
Dear Judy, I just came home from a weekend walking with my three sons and then I read this: GREAT!!! Will read it again in the following days and come back to it!  With love, Ria

Please go on

Submitted by Jan Nouwen on March 26, 2006 - 19:39.

Dear Judy,

Read this with delight. Rich thoughts, asking for more exploration. Hope to read more from you here.

Jan